I know we don't talk or talk about how my life is going or how I am feeling 
I went  just me and  you  Just talk about stuff 
Stuff I haven't told on one  about 
Here just think we are not different if you know it or not
You know I love you always! 
I don't always show it  I hope you know it it's there 
I want to be like my sister come and tell everything 
That happened to me and other stuff 
I want to tell you about my girlfriend and how we are doing our ups and downs 
How I feel about my life right now 
I just think about you more then you know  
Ps I just hope  you read this one  so you know about your 1st born  and how I feel about everything  I will know if you read it or not 
Love always your 1st born son